Friday, April 27, 2007

cleaning and packing

today is a day that most kids here at college love and hate, why? cause we are all packing up to get away for the summer, so we love it, but everyone hates cleaning thats for sure, well all the normal ppl at least. so today i have been packing every once in a while and slowly gettin it all done. the worst part is that its like mid 90s right now, i never thought i would complain about nice weather. but its not the best to be working in a prison cell trying to clean it up for sure.

and later tonite i will be taking about my computer, and i will have no contact with the outside world for a while, except my phone. its a little scary for sure, but you got to do what you got to do. ill take one for the team this time.

well things are going good, and summer like it should be a good one, im excited, as long as it dosnt go by to quick.

ok well i should prolly be cleanin something

peaceout

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Finals and School OVER!!

well today was my last day of school for the year woot woot. it is so wierd to think that next week ill be home and not have to worry about studian anymore, or stressin out about school, dang it will be good.

it was really awsome too because my last final was really hard for me at least and i think that i did pretty good for sure, i dont know really yet i just got to wait and see, but it felt good, and thats what really matters right??

well at least im done and now im on to the task of packing and cleaning, thats gonna suck cause i gots lots of crap for sure.

but for everyone who has helped me through the year, prayed for me, gave me stuff, thanks those things are really great, and thanks for being there for me even though i dont know who you are.

all i can say is im a step closer in fulfilling my vocation. (not vacation)

peaceout

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Scot McKnight

Just mins ago during a break from studian for my last final of the year i finished my book by the title guy, The Jesus Creed. If you like any sort of reading, and like reading good books this is another one, it will really make you look at your life and see how your living. And also just a great way to analyze the Bible. The Shema is the baisis for the book, and everything is broke off of that.

it is amazing and there are some really great things in here for sure, im glad i read it and own it, Jesus Creed has deffinitly helped me grow, and relize things i have never seen before. So it was worth the 4.99 for it for sure.

GO Get IT!
peaeout

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Finals week

Ok so its finals week here in Redding Cali.

Its so funny for me to see some ppl stressing so much about finals, but maybe its cause there a lot more worried about the grade than i am, but i think i am more in it for the class than the grade. ya i know it sucks if i get a bad grade, but i feel as if ppl worry to much on the grade and not what they are gettin out of the class.

but finals week has been pretty chill for me, i only have like 3 finals, cause 1 was a take home, easy and another was an essay, which sucked but still i dont have to study for it.

so things are going pretty good, cuase i still havent even taken one yet, i have 2 on wensday and 1 on thursday, so ya it will be good to be done for sure, but then i have to pack, and i got lots of crap for sure.

but nothing to bad, i made a vow that i wasnt going to play online games for the whole last 2 weeks, and i havent played em (even though someone beat my mini put score, Andrew!!) but let me tell ya, im gettin better at solitare. haha its not online so i thought i could still play it, my brain needs a rest every once in a while.

so overall finals week going smooth untill i get my grades back then we will really see how it went

peaceout

books

i really like to read books that are theologically based, and really make me think, and i finished reading Postmodern by Tony Jones for a 2nd time about a 4 weeks ago. I think that reading a book is sometimes like watching a good movie for me, i could read through it a lot of times and stil get something new out of it. In Postmodern it really just open your eyes to something that seems so right, and very true to what i believe. SOME things are stil a little out there and im still trying to find the answer, or look at other people for other answrers. But if you really want to get a little intro on the whole postmodern thing its a really great book, and tony jones is super tight cuase he wirtes you back in emails. It was a great book for sure, ill make sure i use it for a resource later in my life, if my brother gives it back.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

pointless (ie this writing)

dang ok again its been way to long but now im really going to start writing more often cuase it will be more fun for me that way

today was the last official class of World Civ.2 and you know that there is a God on earth cause if not this day would have never come around thats for sure. Only one more test for the class and its over with, i didnt know i would be so happy to get out of a class.

Why is life so hard? (this is my topic for now)

Now for being in Bible college for a year some things in my life have really changed, my money has been well spent on some classes, and not so good on others. Coming to this college you see everyone in such happy good places in their lives, like this is heaven to some. And i guess it can be for some, but for me I feel alone here. It could be cause I dont have a lot of frineds, but maybe its cause i dont got the balls to go out and find them.

I have relized that being away from someone who you care for so much is hard too. I didnt even think i would be in a relationship going into college, i have always thought that i would be alone the rest of my life, even though i didnt ever want that, and then i found her, and shes amazing. Its just hard being away, and when things are rough, it feels like i have lost part of me. I wish i had a magic snap to make everything better, but i dont.

Some days i feel like the most slow person on campus, Bible wise and knowledge wise. I feel like i dont know crap, and maybe its cause im not hooked up with a church and get to be around kids which i dearly love to do, and its time for me to get back into it.

All i konw that even though my times are hard, God is still there for me, and always has been. When i got crap on my plate, I give it to Him, and it really helps. Its amazing to have a growing relationship with Him. at least i know where ever i am either spiritualy or emotioinaly he is always there for me. Thanks GOD!


well that was me ranting.